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[magija]

[ she wasn't in control, no, but even now, wanda finds some guilt in the things she had done that day, feeling as though some of her more inner fears and insecurities were still fairly responsible for her actions. because as she'd told sam, some of the things she'd said had a line of truth to them despite everything —

she can't say what all was true in her interaction with sarissa, but somehow she still feels as though she has some fault in it. ]

However much or little that was of me that day — I'm not exactly innocent either. I need you to know that.

[ ultron was her fault. sokovia was her fault. her brother was her fault. ]

But I appreciate you saying that. You're kind, Sarissa.

[magnitudes]

Well,

( she means to go on immediately, conjure up some witty rejoiner. She's got nothing. Instead, she sighs softly. )

You know, I put a lot of energy into bein' all kindsa things. I think maybe kindness is the one I should've been working on all along.

( Sarissa shrugs, never mind that Wanda can't see it. ) Um. If you ever need— I dunno. To talk, or help or something. I'm here for you, but I uh— I don't wanna be that dickhead that hang jerks someone around with emotional whiplash all the time.

[magija]

[ she gives a small smile, something bittersweet in its form, private only to her here as she considers the words on the only line. ]

I think I'll take you up on that sometime. And I'll make sure to call. No surprise texts anymore, I promise.

[ she'll learn some sense on how to share more sensitive information, since she seems to have lost sight of that along the way. ]

[magnitudes]

Strictly speaking I was the surprise texter this time, but— yeah, sure. That sounds good.

Look after yourself, alright?

[magija]

[ she means more of the sudden confession of her own power origin, but she won't bring up the reminder. ]

I will. Same for you.